Well today is the big day, I am off to work. UGH. I was crying a lot on the inside last night and when I finally broke down, mom had some great advice to just focus on God, I did not try to pray through my sorrow or fix my problems or dream of the future, I just set my mind on Him. And His peace did flood my soul. Now, if i can just continue when Emma is not cuddled next to me and Elliot is not snuggled in my arms. May God's peace and grace pervade our lives this day.
If it isslow today, I'll try to update you. But if not tomorrow will be the day.
Love you all,